Tuesday, December 22, 2009
A little nervous
ok so the holidays are coming and moving really fast, i literally have butterflies in my stomach from anxiety. This will bring sooo many memories about Eimen and im scared i wont be able to hold it together especially for A.J. I need help with maybe a ritual we can start in his memory something thats not too sad. I dont think christmas will be to bad. Im thinking New Years will be the worse. We brought the year 2009 in together. BUT i am being optimistic and positive. Is it alright if New Year's Eve im laying on my couch??
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It is fine for you to be however you want... Let me know if you need anything, cause I've been there and NYE was the hardest for me.. I stayed in the bed on Christmas until around 7:00.. Most important is that if it starts to look really sad u need to get up and do something..
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