First Steps

Kami can walk!!!! She's been taking steps for a couple weeks now and everyday she gets a little better. So tonight I guess she was gonna show out for me and my mom. She continuously walked through the hallway then to keep up with me she followed me to the kitchen!!

It was really amazing to watch, this little chicken just hatched a year ago now she's growing so fast and walking around like a baby penguin.

Growing Wiser

In the current Essence magazine Nia Long said;

"You are not half the woman you're gonna be until you turn 30. You're not even half of that woman yet. So I think if we'd just take our time as women, and do what comes natural to us and for us, we would make fewer mistakes."

I totally agree because in my 20's I have made soo many mistakes, I can't imagine making these same mistakes over again. I feel in my 30's I will be such a better woman, a wiser woman, a more patient woman, I feel like i'll live life more natural. I am determined to show my age. I definately don't get sad with my 30th birthday coming up, i'm ready to give 30 the biggest welcome ever!!!!

It's Over

Yeah it's over, tonight is the first day of the rest of my life. I am done and over with nosense and none fucking factors. I have an image of my life in my mind and soul and if someone is not in that image than they serve no purpose in my reality. So long, adios, see you latta (not).


Learn when to take out the trash!!!!

Kamryn Amaria

We had a nice time yesterday celebrating Kami's 1st birthday. She was overwhelmed at times but she was very happy once we sang Happy Birthday to her. Once she heard the song and realized it was for her, she lit up like a christmas tree. It was truly a joy to be a part of. If that wasnt enough to make you teary eyed, we all sang it again. She loved it!! Priceless

Thanks to everyone xoxo

Rest

I remember when we were growing up it was certain events when you knew you would see certain cousins, uncles and aunts. Especially at holiday barbeques grandpa would have everybody over hanging out in the backyard. He would have his boom box going with a beer next to his chair as he swatted flies and manned the grill. Most of these events we would see aunt Geraldine and Byron. Its going to be very different seeing her and not him anymore.
We are told to believe we all have a time to be born and time to die, so as unbelievable as it is, I guess it was his time. I will miss cuz. Im sure he's alright though.

If I wasnt scared 2

If I wasn't scared I would wake up first thing tomorrow pack my suitcase. Pack my kids clothes. Kiss and hug my loved ones and move away. Im not exactly sure where im headed but it wouldnt be a city or a big town. I would move to a small town and start my story over again. If I wasn't scared of leaving my mom, if I wasn't scared of leaving Jadyn, if I could just shake my comfort zone off, I would be gone!!!! If I wasnt scared that id fail or what itll look like to others, if I wasnt scared of being alone. The things I would do....

I feel a change coming though, im not sure what it is, but I have a good feeling about my future.

~Fear of the unknown~