Its my fault

Well it's Juan's fault too. We can't put Kami down for two seconds before she's screaming for human touch and body heat. Then she's fine. There is no turning back now. I sure feel bad for the daycare provider. lol

She has arrived

Kamryn Amaria made her grand entrance October 5th @3am. Of course I am so excited. She is too cute. She kinda looks like her big brother just pink. I feel well she's doing well and I cant wait to heal and make up for lost time with Amarian. New daddy was in the room looking dazed and tryn to hide in a corner but the staff had him holding my legs and coaching me to push harder . Im now a mother of two which sounds scary but like all challenges im sure ill master this too.

A baby will be born.....soon

Im in labor. Yay!!!! Im sure with my luck this will be all night and possibly morning. But oh well im just glad ill get to see her soon. Okay gotta go. Will keep in touch

Disposable Friends

I had an epiphany last night. I've been witnessing a single act for years but it just hit me last night. It seems to me for some people its easier to make new friends than to patch things up with the old ones. Some people can and will dump the old buddies at the drop of a dime if they get outta line or do something out of the ordinary. I've never had a ton of close friends, i've had people I know and can hold a conversation with, but my circle has always been small, thats the way I like it. I'm not the social butterfly some are, and the friends I have if we ever go through a rough patch, usually i'll wait it out and it'll get back to normal or if it's time to just let it go, Its just time.

I can't see myself changing friends like I change my clothes, everyone is not to be trusted. I tend to look at things and people deeper, my first impression of someone is with a very cautious eye and 90% of the time its with good reason.

Is it really easier/healthier to dispose the old friends for new ones?