Natural Woman

The funniest things happened today. For the longest time i have been wearing foundation. It makes me feel so pretty and it somewhat hides my flaws.

As a teenager I guess I tried to care for my skin but i am just one of those people it flaw full skin.

So today my sister was outside honking the horn for me like a crazy bat, and i ran out without putting my makeup on. A major disaster in my book but we had already pulled off so i had to go as is.

But i felt so naked, exposed, just not pretty so i put some eyeliner on, i felt a little better.
The funniest thing is as naked and self conscious as i felt, i got so many smiles, friendly gazes, and even a couple discounts. Wtw?

Then i saw an old guy friend and i couldnt get him to shut up. He kept complimenting me and smiling. He kept saying; "you look good, man u look nice, you're working out is working for you"

silly me said "boy shut up i dont even have on no makeup"
He looked like "so, i dont like all that anyway"
it's not about pleasing anyone or trying to hide something it's what make you feel good that can either help you or pacify you.
Masking my flaws pacified me, it made me feel a certain way other than accept my natural beauty.

Im still growing though

Maybe I like a bed hog

I complained yesterday that when i woke up Kami was over me to the point my forehead was touching the wall. But i must admit i slept pretty good. LoL

So tonight I was sleeping pretty good again, but I keep waking up, opening one eye looking at her. She is actually not being a bed hog, i have plenty of room. She's on the other side of the bed all stretched out. I guess i've gotten so used to being smothered I can't take it when i'm not?

Okay let me try this sleep thing "one mo gen"

BflyKisses

Woman

It's interesting that since I have been on the market guys are coming from everywhere making it clear they are interested in me. Thats nice and flattering but what ever happen to approaching me and seeing whats up? Volunteering to go to lunch together, asking to call me etc...

I will say I haven't had anyone disrespect me but these guys nowadays are pussy's.
One guy told me that men appear to be scared of me, not that I'm mean it just looks like I won't take no shit.

I say if you 're not on any bullshit you'll see no fear in me, you'll see a potential wife and you'll go for it.

I am a woman. Not a girl.(when it comes to men) I am a mother and I come with great responsibilities, I have baggage, I have emotional luggage, a carry on bag of fear, a roll on bag of hope and a purse full of Love.

So if a man is interested in me he has to be strong in every sense of the word. He has to be prepared, willing, and have no problem with helping me unpack that heavy load and glad to help me put it all away and start anew.