Apple Jacks

It's 2am. Of course I had to get up to pee. I layed back down and got all comfy... And now my stomach is growling. Ain't this a *****? I usually have the apple jacks in arms reach but i had Amarian take them back in the kitchen. Im hungry, damn i need those apple jacks. Maybe he's not in a deep sleep yet. Damn that would be wrong. I'll just call little sis she has a key. Yeah good thinking :) i'll let you know what happens.

Devil monster cont'd

That all? He kept interrupting my train of thought so finally i got heated. When i got to the window i was like 'ok relax and just get the food and drive off' he opens the window and was talking so fast i couldnt understand my total i had to look at the red total numbers in front of me. Ok i had enough of this shit. I told him "he really needs to slow it down because if my food is incorrect, i am throwing this shit right back at him". He looked at me and slowed it down. I think he saw me turning green. My order was fine and i drove off happy. Im 7 months pregnant and i can change the rules i created if i want to. Yeah so what I have been crying so much lately it is a crying shame. If i dont get what i want im going to cry. I ask for reasonable things and for them to be done Now!! Is that to much to ask??? Anyway I havent been out with the girls lately,I think we need to all get together and have lunch or dinner. I have more get out of jail freetime. Two months left. Let's use it!!!! ( I swear ill behave)

Devil Monster

I remember I said just because im pregnant doesnt give me the right( and u wont see it from me) to be crying and whining and on no bitchassness. I actually meant that for all pregnant women. BUT damnit that was then and this is now! I am 7 months pregnant and some kind of devil monster has come into my body and it doesnt give a shit who you are or what you stand for it will eat you alive chew you up and spit you out to be eaten and chewed again ( if need be) When this devil monster comes out its only because youve bothered a nerve and thats not really hard to do, an example would be the day that I just had to have taco bell, I swear lately if taco bell closes down or closes early you would see me on the news for breaking in fixing a taco myself ( i just have to have my taco bell) anyway we get to the drive thru and why did it have to be a guy that was rushing me? Oh no he didnt!!!! He was talking so fast and im tryn to think what i want to order, but he kept saying "is

Baby Shower

so I have part of an idea for a baby shower in my mind. I think I want like a girlish tea party look with purple/pink flowers nice wine glasses, im not sure about the food maybe samples of all my cravings?they were mostly fruits. And maybe the fire pit if were outside? I just envision a more intimate celebration. Ideas?????

Help..Anyone?

As I have many cons to being pregnant, the one that gets to me the most is.... what do I do when i'm frustrated or had a bad day? PrePregnant I would get a cold glass of riesling and maybe lay on the couch and forget all my issues for a minute, or take a warm bath with a glass of riesling, or i'd probably get in my car or anywhere and cry and scream to the top of my lungs, with a glass of riesling, or maybe pop a happy pill (without the riesling). But now i'm totally lost, i've been holding in all my frustrations because I honestly don't know how to express them any differently.


How the hell is a preggo woman to let off some steam around this bitch??????????????

The Big 30!!!!

Happy Birthday Zakiya

She's the big 30 today!!!!! I can party with you friday, but too bad I can't party like a rockstar with you :( in time.

Big Butterfly

So the little butterfly flutters I used to feel that made me feel so warm and fuzzy inside, have now turned in to jabs!!! Baby Kamryn is now punching and kicking me so hard I want yell a little bit. Especially when Juan is around. I guess she's reacting to the butterflies in my belly (because he does still give me that butterfly feeling):)

Anyway, I can't wait til meet her the days are getting longer and more stressful, I think i've pulled every muscle in my body, pregnancy after 25 is just not good to the body. I just read this book called 'rattled' and I swear this book is almost my life, you have got to go get it, sorry i can't loan mine out, the last person who borrowed a book from me, when I asked for it back asked me "oh do I have that book"? so sorry go get your own, its a good read for any woman who has children single or not. or even for those who don't have kids.

Unfortunately I'm at the workplace, so i'll check in later.

RockStarButterfly

I feel like crying. My mind is telling me to do things but my body is saying Hell No! I just went on a few errands and the heat made me feel so faint and slightly dizzy. So i hurried up and came back home. Once home I have tripped over the rugs and the shoes on my feet. This is so frustrating. If tripping constantly over my own feet wasnt enough. I had a taste for something cold so i get a freeze pop out if the freezer and I went to cut it open and sliced my finger instead. I really wanna cry like a baby. When I see juan im smacking the shit out of him. If i never met him I would never be feeling like this. Today is just not my day :(