growing up

Life can be so exhausting. I am beat but i have to force myself to go to sleep. Ive been thinking lately how I handle altercations and how I used to. I used to raise the roof when I got mad i used to go into a kind of rage. But now maybe because im more mature I try to keep the peace and talk it out first. I must admit I sometimes miss that firecracker that was in me. I loved the intimidation :) living and learning.