So I've been having some incidents lately, where I should be more vocal about my feelings. But I can't. I mean a person can make me mad, sad, disappointed, or all thee above and I will not express it.
Example: Last night me being a nice person I agreed to pick a certain somebody up from work at 12:30 after Midnight. Yes I do have to work, and I've been sleep already and honestly I just don't want to get out of bed at midnight to go anywhere. BUT!!! I was being nice and it wasn't going to kill me. So..... I get up, trample through 12 inches of snow, which is to my knees, to get to my car and have to find it buried under the snow, i'm a little aggravated to go pick up this certain tool. I get there and this one tells me 'oh well go back home, my guy is coming to pick me up, i'll just come to your house' ( but he asked me and even told me specific directions)
OMG!!! OMG!!! OMG!!!
I should have let his ass have it. But I didn't I just got frustrated and hung up.
What is wrong with me? why didn't I let him have it? i'm not scared, timid, or intimidated by him, so what is my problem?
I feel like a pussy.
you shouldn't feel like a pussy! I think as we get older we lean towards non confrontations. Where as before you would've cursed him out for awaking u then cursed him out when you got., there. Me. Myself. I Know I get tired of arguing. So I might let something slide for now. But I will get you later. And what the heck is the email about. What's annoying you now?
ReplyDeleteU shouldn't feel like that and you don't need to let people have it all the time. However, when you are uncomfortable or unhappy you should let people know in a calm manner. Only because when u hold it in, we usually release it during another situation when it is totally unrelated. So this sounds bad but u have to deal with men like children. You wouldn't let your child do something wrong and just let it go.. Why?
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