The funniest things happened today. For the longest time i have been wearing foundation. It makes me feel so pretty and it somewhat hides my flaws.
As a teenager I guess I tried to care for my skin but i am just one of those people it flaw full skin.
So today my sister was outside honking the horn for me like a crazy bat, and i ran out without putting my makeup on. A major disaster in my book but we had already pulled off so i had to go as is.
But i felt so naked, exposed, just not pretty so i put some eyeliner on, i felt a little better.
The funniest thing is as naked and self conscious as i felt, i got so many smiles, friendly gazes, and even a couple discounts. Wtw?
Then i saw an old guy friend and i couldnt get him to shut up. He kept complimenting me and smiling. He kept saying; "you look good, man u look nice, you're working out is working for you"
silly me said "boy shut up i dont even have on no makeup"
He looked like "so, i dont like all that anyway"
it's not about pleasing anyone or trying to hide something it's what make you feel good that can either help you or pacify you.
Masking my flaws pacified me, it made me feel a certain way other than accept my natural beauty.
Im still growing though
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